I think what I'm missing in this is what it is YOU want out of it? Why it is you still live and interact with these same people if it makes you uncomfortable? Or better yet, why you worry about how you'll look to them?
You still talk to your H. He doesn't seem to be dealing with things very well if he's suicidal and wants to divorce etc.
How about you? How are you in all of this, game night and social circles aside?
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
