You are not crazy for wanting your family back and hoping he might wake up. We all did that. Just don't live your life waiting on him to. Go on with your life and if he comes around than that will be awesome And u will then have the final say. I think it's best sometimes not to label them. Personally that got me stuck Hon you have no choice in this and it's so unfair. There is nothing you can do. And if he came back today you would think you were living with a stranger all that would do is make things worse for u and your children. You would then be living with a man in crises and if u think its bad now......believe me it's worse.
Whatever u do don't try to fight it. It will only prove his point.
This stuff isn't easy, esp when your kids are hurting. Take it day by day.....min by min if u need to. Hugs and prayers
