Maybe that I worked REALLY hard to make this marriage happy FOR HIM and that giving up because I was unhappy was something I intentionally rejected six years ago. And now I have to do what I rejected and it's hard to change course after all those years of putting him first.
My heart feels eased. That must have been it. Thanks, everybody.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15