Lol. Thank you ladies so much. I'm so inspired by the love on this forum. I can't express how it has emensily rewarded me in such a short time. I need direction I asked God and it was given. I read the forum on wisdom from vets. And an important part is choice vs need. I'm choosing. That is my choice is GAL. I cannot change anything but me. I have also rerealized that I have past the "tests" with flying colors thus far. Not because of my ego but because I'm letting go of my own ideas on how to fix us. Geesh how much I miss him and wanna help him. Thats a funny thing from me because I was the one always in need of him. Kids work every commitment I placed before the most important priority. I can admit that and now move forward. He asked me "do I love him?" I didn't respond but guess what I sure didn't need to because shortly after. I once again showed him love by putting my own feelings aside when I told him to take the kids with ow. I really have no choice in them being around her but fundamentally I trust he wouldn't let my children to be placed in harms way. I consider this me putting on my big panties!!! GAL on!
Me:34/EXH:29 Kids: S13, D5, D4 M/o7 HaskedforDgavetohim6/14 decided to work on get remarried counseling. Kids work went back to old routine. Left Nov 10 2014 OWDec92014
