Really too late....

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Thanks Maybell, it is weird, I don't know that it will change anytime soon. I'm sure a vet will tell me to detach and the best way to do that is to GAL! I could use some guidance on interacting with H. Unfortunately I can't afford ad DB coach.

Things seemed a little weird again today for a bit but not too long and it didn't seem like he was texting...who knows, maybe there is trouble in paradise, wishful thinking! On a positive note, out of the blue he shared something he was thinking about doing in the future. I paid attention and showed interest, probably should've said something along the lines of I think he'd be great at it (which I do believe).

I made twice baked potatoes and grilled steaks for dinner, I'm not a great griller, normally H does the grilling when he's here but I didn't ask, just did it myself.

Sitting here about 15 minutes before the new year, H went to bed around 830-9 as usual, D13 fell asleep about 45 minutes ago, D16 is out of town with friends and S19 is out....sigh....very quiet.

Here's to making it a great 2015!