(((Faith))) Sorry you had such a rough day. This whole thing really does suck, and I am sorry you have to go through it. It's not something I would wish on anyone.

I know it is probably impossible to understand why your H is doing this . . . but you are right. You need to let him do his thing, and you need to do your thing. Do let him go, because struggling to hold onto something that is not meant for you is so very painful (trust me, I know!) and keeps you from moving forward. Start by moving forward, one foot in front of the other. One day at a time, or even one hour at a time if that's all you can do that day.

You will be OK. I promise. Make 2015 a year of healing. A year from now, you will be amazed at how far you have come. ((hugs))

me: 44 XH: 42
M 11 years
D10 and S8
Bomb drop 9/27/13
D final 7/1/14