I just read over my journal that I don't write in often, but I keep in my purse. January 3rd I was so hopeful. I had three goals: Better paying Job (CHECK--got my dream job with a salary that was more than I expected), Better body (CHECK--I lost 30 pounds, getting me down to my high school weight--below my goal!), Better relationships (Still a work in progress). 2 out of 3 ain't bad.

2015: Establish healthy boundaries with those I care about, Take care of me and my needs without expecting anyone else to do so, Get myself on the road to buying a house. Now I just hope I can get back the hopeful feeling I had last year. Hopeful that life will get better even if it doesn't turn out the way I want it to. Because that hope was pretty powerful--considering the goals that I did reach and turned out better than expected.

Last edited by mustardseed; 12/31/14 09:25 PM.

40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17