Train, I understand your emotions completely. My H isn't doing anything (because I don't want the marriage) but even when he was I didn't feel that in love feeling and I didn't think I could ever not think he was cheating.

2014 has been the worst year of my life. I am so ready for it to be over!

I think you are just being cautious with your emotions. And all those social media posts are part of the "Disney love" that doesn't really exist and gets us into trouble.

H walked out on me on our anniversary, Feb 22. I found out he was cheating Feb 27, and he moved in with OW on March 13......... I think I am just going to be drunk for about a month. Care to join me?

Last edited by twinmom; 12/31/14 04:56 AM.
Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction