Train, glad to see a new thread and update for you. I'm not a super regular poster but I've read your thread from early this year and feel like yours is a sitch that can give the rest of us reason to hope.
Sorry you are feeling so out of love. Perhaps this is just another one of those fake it til you make it times. Maybe for V Day it would be best for you to take a trip if it makes you that uncomfortable. Maybe its a good time to go somewhere with D18 and get away. Of course that might also be unhelpful, not sure, just throwing an idea out.
I hope things keep moving in a good direction for you. Congrats on the GD on the way! Happy New Year!
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
