I am so happy to come here and read that Christmas was a nice one and you enjoyed spending time w/both families.

FY, you've found your groove! Look at all of the things you are doing now and the fun you are having discovering/rediscovering those things that you may have put aside a while ago.

Keep up the good work!

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.