barely holding on - 6

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Hey Caliguy - thanks (I see we registered on the same day - that was a low day for me, but soon after, I started learning)

I do feel like this is for me now, even though I have accomplished some needed self-improvement, I like myself and I do not want to feel like I shouldn't any more.

I do not think she is figuring things out herself - I naively thought this before, but she is just good at covering. She's only playing her games.

There is no fixing this.