Ego chimes in: "What if BF decides OW is his perfect match and they live happily ever after, even after destroying an innocent party (IE: YOU)...who loved him deeply enough to want to try to fix the R issues instead of throwing it away?"
Yes, thank you, Ego. If he does that, then obviously I deserve better than someone that won't see my worth. If he doesn't miss me, and he doesn't want to be with me, then let's let it ride and not fret about it, shall we?
I don't know what's in store for the future but I deserve as much being put into me as I put into someone else. That's for damn sure.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies