Had a pretty good session with IC today, listened to podcasts and read some posts here. Bottom line is I'm not ready to give up, I do however realize the need to reiterate with H the boundary I set regarding contacting OP while I (and kids) are home. One of the podcasts I listened to is about being "all in." I want to save my marriage, and create a better one...time to go all in!

My IC reminded me of the positives in my situation. The big one is that he is home and we do spend time together and enjoy doing so. Definitely time for me to refocus.

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since