barely holding on - 6

[u-turn]

Sorry you are here. But it is a great place full of amazing people.

I've had these timelines before. And one has lead into another with an argument or extra niceness in between to manipulate the situation. There was always some reason to not address it. Point being. I think that,for your sanity, you don't let that happen.

Also,be strong in front of your kids. You are teaching them to love through adversity too. They are paying attention to you and learning from you. Great responsibility - right?

I wrestle with this.

If my kids knew what I was actually was dealing with, would they think I was weak and stupid or strong, loving, and devoted.