Busting this Divorce - 90 Days NC #3

[HPoirot]

Thank you for your reminder about consistency TSquared2. I hope I'm being consistent in a good way. Honestly, though, I'm not sure I'm being consistent in the right way with my W.

Justin is right in that I get emotionally weak so I second guess what I'm doing. I'm really not sure I'm doing the right thing day to day.

If I am dealing with this confidently, what am I doing differently than I'm doing now?

As I've said, I'm seriously afraid I'm hiding from her by doing what I'm doing... not dealing with our problems... not responding to her... not seeing her. Somehow again I'm not leading.

So yes I'm looking to turn this around again. I did it confronting her on her A... standing up to her spewing... getting to the condo...

Ah... now it has to be my turnaround. Like Justin said... I have to be happier without her.

I was just thinking that when I was hanging with S11 watching his anime shows. We are having a happier night without her hovering and stressing us out.

Now I have to make it more real for me. Make some wins for me.

OK got it.