Tsquared2, I will have to do this in sections so that I can look up at each thing you have written.
Afraid of...hmm..
If H stays, I am afraid I will let my (currently) overpowering emotions out, with resentment and hatred...it is truly a thin line between love and hate. we will wind up really disliking each other, and that is not where we currently are. I am afraid that his entire fantasy land situation will continue to enable all the unacceptable behavior that he is acting out, not in my presence.
