It looks like you've got a lot on your plate with your mother, absentee H, half-finished house, and a bunch of farm animals. It'd make any sane person flip out. We all have choices each and every minute.
How about booking yourself for an hour-long back massage? Or something that's solely for YOU? Get to a place of total relaxation. Sometimes I think you're neglecting yourself a bit too much. Right or wrong?
