I made it.....mostly :)

[kat727]

I think that you had actually started to write it out might have helped. You were getting to where you could express what you needed from Gabe. Let's face it Mish, you can't live on eggshells from here on out. You will need to talk about what you each need and not just hold it in. I suspect that these topics will become less emotional for you and won't be tear filled and thus possibly scare Gabe.

Love Gabe enough to trust him with your self. I am still so happy for you.

kay