JOB Yes I feel that they way he reacted to my questions really sealed the answer as Yes in my mind. I have no idea where that questions came from it just popped in my head and I asked.
I have left the house for now to get away..Im at a coffee shop having coffee, I noticed my hands have been shaking since I left home, but I dont feel that stressed?
I told him that does not bother or scare me his threats to leave! I have no plans on stopping him leaving, I actually think it is the best option at this point for me.
Omgoodness ask I type that my heart sinks...its really OVER!!
I had planned to go to library and read DR, but not sure if there is a point to that now.
I really believe that if the answer was NO to "are you having sex with somone else" then he would have just said NO, maybe been upset that I ask but answer with a NO eiter way. Heck even a man who was would maybe think to say NO (lying) but not my fool...well who really is the fool here, I think it is me.
I have told him before if he wants to leave if that is what he needs to be happy to go to leave. And today when I told him that does not affect me, he can leave,,,he quickly moved onto my faults and what I did wrong in the past in our R our M.
My 3 month plan to pay all the bills on my own may have just gone out the window.
So now back to his cheating AGAIN...I have nothing to go on, and actually the way he has been acting this last week would not even give me a reason to think anything was going on,,,but for some reason...it came out.
I have no idea what to do, no ideal at all.
The home is peacful as long as I dont bring up the R or M, as long as I dont ask him too many questions.
H ask me why now am I strining up drama when we been having good times,,why now,,he said "it will always be like this, cause you are always thinking" always thinking
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
