So I'd like to say I've seen some good baby steps over the holidays but I'm really unsure. W has been making a lot of passing comments about not being proud of herself and a lot of stupid decisions in the last year plus. We had several interaction last week. She stayed over for some time on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. She messaged me at one point to thank me for a really good time visiting on Thursday and then came back Friday to pickup S again and cried for a bit. I can't really tell what is going on upstairs with her these days and part of me wants to ask.
O one more thing. Still trying to figure out if I'm moving but there is a chance coming up to visit the area and maybe do a tour of schools I'll be looking at and check out some possible apartments. W is volunteering to take a day or two off and come with us so she can see everything. I shouldn't read into that I'm sure but its hard not to think of it as more than it is when we make plans to go out of town and stay in a hotel as the three of us.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
