Married fast? Too late? Completely stuck :/

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Thanks. I'll look at my counseling options when I'm back. I just can't slack. I feel more positive about everything...at least in theory.
We will see how I feel when I live with her under one roof again in a week. Then I really have to step up my hand and stay detached and GAL for real.
Attorney or anything wasn't in the discussion yet at all and the circumstances are pushing this back to more like mid/end of next year, which is buying me a lot of time. And what's money compared to marriage anyway...