Married fast? Too late? Completely stuck :/

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Thanks UpperCut..wise young man you are
I'm surprised how long t took me to realize what's going on and accept it and know what I can do and what I can't. But I'm getting there.
The beginning of my trip was absolutely horrible... But after a week and a half I realized it's actually very good to be away from everything. At first I felt bad because I left unfixed things behind me, until I realized I need to fix myself first and refresh my mind. It helped detaching too.
In house separation seems tough. The concept of detaching and starting to breath again and GAL has such high value. I can only recommend everyone to get away from their misery for a bit if they can afford it.

I found a book online which I'm reading right now. It seems to teach the same techniques.

Has anyone here ever had telephone coaching? If so, how valuable was it? I'm thinking about it but money is rather tight right now since we bought a place.

Thanks