Not in a great place right now. Have not been doing a very good job of DBing. Sick of it. Every time I feel like I'm ready to let go I allow myself to get drawn back into the BS. It has been far too long for me not to be more detached.

I need to get my thoughts together and find some time to myself so I can post more. I don't want a divorce, but I'm tired of being treated the way I'm being treated. I deserve better.

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since