When he was lashing at me for saying no to Christmas Eve dinner he was a bit scathing about "Maybell can't handle spending time with me or whatever" and my reactions here today seem to show that's true. My hurt today is on me. He wasn't bad yesterday but it hurts that we don't connect.
It is very hard to think of him as a good person in the aftermath of the affair. For all our personal similarities, Labug, I do think that my having dealt with the moves and the affair make a significant difference. If doing the dishes at his parents' house or being more attentive to his mom was all that was required for me to file, we'd never have made it to kids.
Sometimes I think I belong in the MLC forum.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
