Maybell, you can only control what you can control. here is a link that I shared with Mustardseed regarding forgiveness. I hope it helps...

http://www.focusonthefamily.com/marriage...-in-forgiveness

there are also some other links at the top that I hope helps....


Together 06-04
Married 10-05
She Left 10-11-14
I filed 10-22-14

SS18
S 7.5
S 6