Made it through Christmas Day without contacting W. She was on my mind like crazy all day, but I'm staying dark right now, so I had to tough it out. W and I usually split Christmas eve/Christmas Day between both families. This year I just spent time with my mom and dad. Picked up a new hobby recently that my dad is also into - gun collecting/building. Spent the day target shooting and learning to build AR-15 rifles. Fun stuff!
Day was pretty good, but with W on my mind, and Intel revealing she has continued to stalk OM's profile online today, it hurt my PMA throughout most of the day. But, as I write, it looks like W just recently looked up my mom online. Prob to see my moms pics of our day, and there is a good pic of my smiling face on the front of mom's page (W and I are no longer friends online)
And... there is now a morsel of hope that she had me on her mind too.
Baby steps.
UpperCut Me: 28 W: 25 Married: 4 yrs Together: 7 yrs Dday: 9/14 (W ends affair & comes home) S: 12/14 (W restarted affair 1/15; moved near OM 2/15) No kids