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i will say that she sat between the kids in the back and when i would look in the rearview, i could see her face. man did she have a lot on her mind. she was thinking constantly. she had moments of looking very stressed. couple of times i looked, she looked back at me and smiled kinda sad sometimes real smiles. i know that she is stressed about her work schedule next month.

something interesting i forgot to mention.
the kids lately have been saying that mama is different and they know that i don't really like to talk about her or to her. they know i love their mom and they are getting scared that i'm moving on. they have both started saying "daddy, please don't give up on mama. please don't give up!"

tough to deal with...