She did renege on our agreement about Xmas Eve and Xmas. But then this morning she turned around and agreed to come over to see the kids. Before she came over her father called and invited me to go to their house for Xmas with my in laws. She originally invited me "Because I know you want to see your nieces" (this obviously isn't a very good reason). For her reasoning and because of our previous conversation (where she identified that she didn't want me to go) I said no thank you. Anyway, her father invited me and I spoke to her when she came over and said that I would go.
It was rough, awkward and difficult. It threw me through a loop. I also saw her in a different light. It seemed to me as forced happiness. This is not the girl I married.
Detach. Detach. Detach.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015
