I hate to admit it, but I guess I really did think my W would respond to my text this morning. Or one of the stepkids would. I feel really deflated and tired of this sitch. If you aren't going to talk with me, then just file for the damned D, already!

I don't mean to get my hopes up, but I keep doing so. One of them has to miss me, right? I feel like such an idiot.

I'm going to take my kids to a movie in a couple of hours, and am looking forward to sitting in a dark room being passively entertained for a couple hours. But my PMA is tapped out. I just want to throw a fit.

It seems like my W has completely out-a$$holed me by this point, but feels totally justified in her actions. My ego doesn't like that.


Me: 39 W: 46
D: 7.5 S: 5
SD: 16 SS: 12
T: 2 (06/2012)
M: 2 (12/2012)
Separation 09/2014. No talks of D yet. No communication since 10/3/2014