We did Christmas "together" for the sake of our D. We were in the house together for the first time in a month, not just passing off our D. Three hours after D went to bed, before I went to church, for midnight mass. Of course, presents in the morning and WAW left with D for her parents around 11:00 AM.
It was like two college roommates that didn't really like each other.
This goes against GAL and detach but is there any value to try and remember the last time she seemed connected to me? The morning after she was out with her boss, BF (which I found about later that night) she rolled over to me and held me closely for the first time in so long, I could not remember. Was the a connection or just her way of saying I am leaving you soon?
Still looking for feedback, living hard by the 180 rule,
