Definitely not polically correct . This will be my 4th Christmas without my family. My daughter will turn 18 tomorrow. 3.5 years ago I didnt see a reason for living anymore. I had lost everything. I had nothing. I was nothing. The fear kicked my ass.
Well my thinking was wrong. Yeah finacially things are tighter but life is freaking awesome. I have really gotten to know me. I enjoy and love just depending on me. I used to let ex take care of stuff not all but some. Now im 100% responsible. Love it. And no not a control freak just an adult.
And been dating the same girl for the past 2 years. I asked her to marry me. She said yes. Yeap I asked her to marry me. And I was scared chitless. Was wondering if i was psychotic. I do hear and see things.lol. I love being a husband and her 17 y/o thinks of me as her step dad. My daughter likes them a lot.
About ex? Havent seen or spoken to her since October 2012. I dont speak to my D about her period. I have no bitterness anger or hatred towards her. I thank God fi r not making me bitter.
Just a lil update and wishing everyone a Merry Christmas love u all.
How did I miss this?
Congratulations!
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
. This will be my 4th Christmas without my family. My daughter will turn 18 tomorrow. 3.5 years ago I didnt see a reason for living anymore. I had lost everything. I had nothing. I was nothing. The fear kicked my ass. 