I thought everything was okay...(Part 2)

[MCS]

So another day and another non-PMA day.I guess its not that exactly, but its like its hitting me all over again.

I'm finding myself mad at her for just up and leaving. I read other threads here and see that my W gave me no clues, in fact I think she covered up and acted like this was all okay. Case in point was my father's day present, which was 2 months before BD and 1 month before the 'final' OM rendezvous. She got me a canoe. Actually, she said it was more of a family present since we could all go out together and spend the days together. Then there was our trip to WDW in June, great time with the family. Then there was the date night we were supposed to go on the weekend after BD. A concert we had been planning to go to for months. Even the night of BD, we were hanging out in the hot tub, life was good....kids were in bed, we were just talking, it was a nice night. I even commented on how good our lives seemed to be at the time. She said nothing...until later that night when she said she was checking out of the marriage. I just look back and it feels like my W tried to cover these things up with OM, her dissatisfaction of her M, ugh, it just is getting me mad.

I think this may be a response to my wife being neutral about me yesterday. I guess it was easier to think the alien had abducted her, because it was not the person I knew at all. Now that I saw 1 time that she was somewhat normal, I'm backsliding....or it could just be the holidays...or the fact she finally took her stuff....IDK, but it stinks

Family is coming into town tonight and tomorrow, so hopefully that will be enough distraction to get me back on track...