Sorry the night didn't go so well. Sound like you may have taken a step backwards with the back handed comments and escalating. Unfortunately, He is their father and has equal rights to them as you. My wife learned that the hard way and got in a little trouble with the Judge. Is there a specific reason that you are afraid of him with the kids??? Also, why are you going to ALANON? Are you a survivor or in recovery? Just wondering. I have taken a few steps back in the last 74 days... But I just keep hitting the reset button, and keep trying. You need to keep trying... it takes 7 times to do something before its a habit. I have posted notes to myself around the house in conspicuous places to remind me to "keep Calm" "if it is to be, it is up to me" "don't tell, SHOW" and others. I am sure you are already, but pray daily... and often!!! I ask the Lord to soften her heart towards me and for me to do the same. I ask the Lord to help show us the love for each other as Christ loves his Church. and I ask that the Lord guide us through this crisis and for the restoration of our family, If it s His will.
Get back on track if its what you want... Im pulling for you kiddo.
P.S. When I go to the gym and get on the WiFi, I listen to a lot of the little short clips of Michelle and others while tanning or on the treadmill just google or you tube search. .. they are very inspiring and keep me motivated..
Together 06-04 Married 10-05 She Left 10-11-14 I filed 10-22-14
