Thanks for stopping by! Thanks KAW... that seems so simple, yet I can see the positive of phrasing like that. Not only for H, but for me as well.
If I am asking WHY.... I AM mistrusting. Isn't that what I said above that I wanted to change???
I need to start really looking at my motives for this and let that go. It is about ME not HIM.
Thank you for the kind words LNL and Mooka. I am looking for the baby steps. Sometimes I get caught in the only big giant steps matter thing. Again I think this points to me. The more I feel good about myself, the more I am ABLE to see the baby steps and appreciate them. When I don't feel so swell, I THINK I need BIG steps to make ME feel better. That is not taking control of my feelings, which is all I can do anyway.
Well this has been a light bulb post for me! Thanks for letting me share.
Off to finish cleaning the house and then sit by the pool with a drink of some sort and a good book. The weather is beyond beautiful here. It will be in the low 80's and great big blue skies.
