Ok thx guys . I guess somedays I just get overwhelmed . I feel very needy without a woman beside me at night . My sleep is all but gone . a few hrs of up and down at night . 4 hrs tops on a good night . So I ve resorted to medication again but it makes me feel stupid the next day for a few hrs . Shes been very nice here and there . Last night for about an hr she was my wife then 10 mins later shes the witch again. I wish there was a pill that I could give her to make her stay her old self again . I know she must be ridden with guilt but i think she fights it all the way trying to blame me for her behavior . Dawgy
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
