Thanks FY- I've missed you! Hope the holidays are good to you and W.

Job- you are so right, I feel like the weight of the world is on me sometimes. But I can only do so much so I'm taking one day at a time.
The moving out of my mom's apt is stressing me but I'm just going to have to hire people and stick it in storage as I don't have time to go through it right now.
Stuff isn't important- just people!

123Gwen- I so agree. Not sure if you saw my comment several posts back but whenever Job posts I feel like my big sister just picked me up in a warm hug and I know all will be ok eventually 😊

I'm off to do some praying- not for a specific outcome- just for strength. Some moments hit me that I must be in the Twilight Zone as my H would never, ever do all of this. Yet here I am. So I'm focusing on the fact that there must be a bigger purpose.


Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown