Riding the rollercoaster

[u-turn]

I need to start looking for someone new . There are many lonely women out there that would like to come into a sitch like mine and step in as a mother and wife as long as it is indeed over between us.

Dawgy, just wondering why is this your focus. I get the fact that you are lonely in your own house. I feel that too. But I cannot see how entering another relationship with just this in mind is a recipe for success. Take these thoughts slow, figure out who you are first, get your sh!t together first, take care of your kids first - on your own. They don't need additional pain either.

I think it's great to think that someday there will be someone out there that will fit all of these qualities, but you know it has to be and you have to be better next time.

just my thoughts.

I am with you - I feel this pain too.