still holding on - 5

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Real life does not seem to have any relevance to them. The family life is all she is clinging to here.

She just told me that she just wants to keep it together through the holidays for D14 & S17. I don't know how - keep faking it and then blast them with this later?

and I think I wrote something confusing. S20 is not coming home to my & W's house & we both still lives here too. Christmas afternoon at my parents house is just dinner & some family time. We have done this every year. My brother and his kids will be there too. I don't suspect S20 will be at that either.