It does feel like the divorce is inevitable. seeing her avoid me and make such an effort so she can enjoy her relationship with OM just hurts.
My biggest issue in our R was my perception of her lack of effort - Im pretty sure that I made her feel judged for this. I just wanted her to make me feel wanted. (My issue I know)
Anyway when its not in my face I feel better, what I don't know is what's better for my long term goal of Reconciliation.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
