I think I am finally on the mend. I feel much more 'well' today. Hung out with my parents this afternoon. Not seen much of them as worried about passing on my germs.
After such a long spell with a virus, I'm just pleased to be back in the land of the living and able to get out and about more. This time of year is hard enough in our sitches without being ill.
I agree with you about my H. It's bizarre isn't it. I'm pretty honest and tend to just get on with it if unpleasant or difficult things need to be done. But H has always been more of an avoider. It is weird that he has been saying to others our R is over for a couple of months now, but never to me. I just can't ever imagine myself doing that. He is in a bit of a mess I think, and I'm not going to rescue him.
If there are things he wants to say to me, he knows where I am! I have been in touch with his XW today. She and SS are coming for a visit to my new flat just after Xmas. She told me that SS will be with her from Xmas day onwards.
I have no idea what plans H may have. But I imagine OW will be back in the UK for the holidays. I had a worry today - what if he doesn't have many plans and feels really low.
I had to stop myself texting our mutual friend to ask her. But he has been on my mind today since I know SS is with his Mum from Xmas day onwards.
Good to hear about your dancing and church activities. I agree with you about the other guys - I still feel loyal to my vows at this point in time. I volunteer with a nice guy, who asked me if I am dating at the moment (he knows all about the sitch) and I told him no. I also have a friend at work, who I suspect is match making....again with a nice guy. It's nice to know that there are nice men out there if I decide to dip a toe in the water again!
Have a good day Pink! xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
