Thanks T-mom
I do worry that it feeling alright to me was solely based on my kids. I cannot put that burden on them.

I am not alright - at this moment
She is ignoring this like nothing is happening, like our talk didn't happen - wants me to go christmas present shopping with her.
She is talking about the christmas plans at my parents house.
My mind is swirling.

Last edited by u-turn; 12/21/14 06:08 PM.
Me-45 W-44
S21, S18, D15
T-27, M-21
BD Jan 2014
PA revealed March 2014
In-house separation - April 2015
I filed - Aug 2015
She moved out Oct 2015