Honor your experience and its impact on you. Not allowing your support system to be with you is hideous and inhumane. Birth is a time when we are at our most vulnerable and things that happen around that time can affect is in lasting ways. We try to put a brave face on and say it doesn't matter, but it does. Hugs to you. You're a survivor.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss