Sorry it's so tough for you. Having a family Xmas alongside talk of D from your H. I'm sure you are doing the best thing just to focus on you and your boys and minimise things with H/detach as much as you can.
I do think you're doing really well. There's a lot on your plate right now - IC, H etc. - So, remember to give yourself little treats and breaks when you need them.
Great that you are able to have some fun and laughs with your boys.
I am slowly recovering from this horrible virus. I feel as though I am clawing my way back to good health. I'm trying to eat well, have fluids and do some gentle things.
I have no idea what H is doing for Xmas. I imagine OW will be back in the UK for the festive season. So, my worst mind reading has them making blissful and romantic Xmas plans together. My best mind reading has things being rather fraught with busy work schedules and H spending most of Xmas with SS and missing 'us.'
Actually, the best mind reading is no mind reading isn't it!!
It will be good to get out and about more. I have struggled with loneliness this past week when I haven't been well. For years in the past I have happily lived alone, but it is harder living alone at times like this and I have to work on it some more.
My PMA was so high a couple of weeks ago, I just need to get back to full health, get through Xmas and build up some more GAL activities in the new year. I'll get there.
Sometimes, it is tempting just to have a fast-forward button to press. If we did, I would fast-forward to 6th January I think. But I know we can't skip over it, we just have to go through it.
Sending hugs to you....Toots (())
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
