She is making it easy to let go... and that [censored]. She had me believing that I was this "super turd". Come to find out after knowing her for almost 11 years and being married for over 9 I really didn't know her at all. I was going crazy, My therapist told me I wasn't an alcoholic, my friends say I'm hardly drunk, and gave everything that I had. But her financial infidelity and now this entire possible legal thing that may happen is making wish I was able to turn back time and help her. When she is happy, she is a smart, funny witty, charming and still the most beautiful woman I have ever known. I'm just not sure that I can forgive the embezzlement part even if I knew I were not exposing myself and my boys to legal and financial risk.... That's the worst. And even if I could forgive her, I would have to live the rest of my life with that on my shoulders.... I am hoping to talk to my Priest after Mass this morning.
Thanks for letting me ramble and get this off my chest.
Together 06-04 Married 10-05 She Left 10-11-14 I filed 10-22-14
