Not sure if this would work for you. But I find the best way to make me happy is to make someone else happy. It seems to be really working right now for me. Wishing a stranger marry Christmas, smiling. Thanking a friend or co-worker for help or just telling them they are doing a good job. If I do this I feel I really am a good person, and a catch and that my wife is fkd in the head for doing what she is doing..lol
At my work, I go out of my way to greet everyone who is a regular, say good bye.
Now if I'm not busy, I say it if I'm with someone I have a special wave. People are seeking me out. They like to feel welcome. I try to joke with them too, or have a funny story. Customers actually come and ask about my hounds and the latest disaster or what they have eaten this time. Those that have dogs too come and share with me.
I was in the past out going and happy. I became a negative depressed mute before and after bd I had added vomiting and Severe anxiety.
Last edited by Ggrass; 12/21/1412:49 AM.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26