Married young, W had affair w/ coworker Pt.2

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I ended up texting my W back the other night to let her know I'd made a payment in the credit card she was asking about. I'd bought a plane ticket on it and told her I'd pay for that portion of the remaining balance.

She responded apologizing for pestering me and thanking me for the response.

Then while I was praying for her yesterday, she randomly text me about her holiday travel plans. Maybe it was an accident that she sent me that, as the text didn't really make sense as part of our credit card convo and I hadn't asked what she was up to. I didn't respond.

She has been on my mind a lot today and I've been praying for her and our sitch.

My prayer right now is this:

"Lord, thank you for the strength you've give me. I trust you are continuing to work in me to make me a strong, independent, and stable man. I trust that you are in W's face right now, confronting her on her sin, a place where I cannot and should not be right now. She is YOUR creation to work on and what I'm praying for is work only you can do. I know you work things according to your own plans and I submit the outcome of our sitch to you. You have heard my pleas for our M to be made whole again, for our R to be restored, and for W to have the strength and desire to keep her vows to me. But I know I'm going to be okay if that doesn't happen because you will provide for me what I need, even if it is something I cannot see now. I trust you will provide for me good things if I obey and rest in your comfort. Thank you father for the peace you lavish over me each day. Thank you for the beautiful aspects of life you have shown me over the past few months. I really was lost in my M and I now see that I CAN have an identity in you outside of my M, or inside my M, or in a new M, if that is your will. Please continue to carry me along through each day. I'm poor and needy and your word and your righteousness sustains me God."