But the last two weeks I've been full of self-loathing, I feel inadequate, ugly, unwanted, rejected.
This is exactly how I have been feeling. I had planned on making myself get out and go shopping today with hopes of soaking up some Christmas cheer by osmosis. Fail. Still in my pajamas and it's 3PM.
Me: 54 H: 58 Married: 29 years Together 33 years H admitted to A: 5/29/14 H moved out :6/15/14 OW lives 4 hours away and "occasionally" stays weekends with H D23 D18
