I wanted to say that I think your doing great thru and compared to some others, you're miles ahead.

That doesn't mean it's not painful, you've just managed to stay above the fray.

Keep your eyes on the prize.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss