I am trying my best and my hardest do not fight. But it is in my nature. I am now fighting for a better job, a career maybe. I am fighting to detach from my H, I am fighting to get into a new life.
I really don't know what would be my life without the fight. I always think that if I want or need something I need to go after and do my best to get there.
With this situation with my H, it has been the first time I do not fight straight forward for something. I am letting it happen, and it is very hard to count the days and let it go.
Maybe you are right, I fight for things that are in my way, but they just happen to be in my way. My life keep taking turns I am not looking.
Maybe it's not that I fight for something, I just see an opportunity and get into it, with my heart and soul.
