I guess the bottom line with everything that you have going on would be...
What lesson are you supposed to be learning from all of this ??
What can you turn into something positive, from the ashes of this mess ??
I have been through very similar circumstances, and have often thought "what the F else can go wrong?"
I spent a LOT of time waiting for the other shoe to drop on me, and I can tell you, it isn't any kind of way to live...
And then I realized, that I had spent almost my entire life, trying to control every little thing around me, and the Universe was teaching me, to only concern myself with the things that I COULD control.
And that, was how I responded to adversity.
How I responded, became way more important, than what I felt was happening to me. And I started thinking that, instead of it happening TO me, it was happening FOR me, to guide me towards what the Universe wanted to teach me....
